Today is a day I didn't anticipate or think I needed to even be prepared for but apparently I did.
Today is a day that isn't even remotely about me yet it affected me more than I thought it would. Today is a day to celebrate a man I loved.
Today is his birthday.
Today I am reminded I am no longer apart of his life, nor is he apart of mine even though there are "parts" of me that still feel very much like he is.
Today I busied myself with things to make the day go quickly so to not have idle time to think about what he might be doing.
Today reminded me I might still be holding on to something & haven't truly let go.
Today I told myself to stop looking back & keep moving forward.
Today I let go of another little piece of my broken heart and a brand new piece grew in its place.
Today should have been just another day but it wasn't, it was a reminder of where I once was and how far I have come.
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